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Excitement!

Journal Entry: Fri May 3, 2013, 7:14 PM


Have I told you guys yet that I get to make a short film for my Media class?! It may not seem like such a big deal to anyone that reads this, but it's a big deal for me. Why? Well, for the simple fact that I've been wanting to make a short film for ages! And now, I have a better excuse to make a film than just the traditional; "Because I wanna!"

Anyway, I really had no point in posting this besides telling everyone that I'm excited! And so, since that has been accomplished, I now bid you adieu. G'bye loves!

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Favorite Villains?

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 27, 2013, 8:53 AM


I gotta say, when it comes to villains, there's amazing ones and then there's… Not so amazing ones. Some of my favorite villains of past and present are the Sharptooth from The Land Before Time [c'mon, who didn't like him? I mean yeah, he was trying to kill everyone, but that's kinda the point], the Joker [who doesn't love a crazy mutherfucker?],  and Amon from The Legend of Korra [Only five episodes in and this guy has seriously grown on me] just to name a few.

Though I will admit that my list of villains doesn't stop there. I mean really, there are just so many deliciously evil villains out there, I just can't name all of them! [Though admittedly, part of it is I can't quite remember all of them at the moment.] Of course, I do have one more to add to my list of villains. Who is it?

Macavity the Mystery Cat. I just… ADKJFHFKH~! Love this guy. So much. Don't ask me why because I really can't explain, but Macavity is one of my most favorite villains ever. Just. So much love for him its crazy.

Anyway, ending on that note. Who are some of your favorite villains? :3 Oh! And I forgot to mention Azula! Again, I gotta tell ya, its the crazy mutherfucker factor. Gotta love those psycho characters. :]

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Happy V-Day!

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 14, 2013, 1:33 PM


Happy Valtine's Day, loves! Whether you're alone today or not, I hope you have an amazing and wonderful day!

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Spread this around

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 8, 2013, 9:55 PM


I see so many people saying that they are not worthy or deserving of the love and support they receive from others. But they are so wrong about that.

To those of you that believe that your life is meaningless, worthless or that you are undeserving of goodness, kindness, happiness, and love, I just want to tell you something.

You are worth it. You deserve every happiness that comes into your life. You are worthy of love and kindness. You are deserving of every good thing that happens in your life. The fight for that happiness may be long and hard, and may be filled with people that will do their best to drag you down, but never stop fighting.

If you get dragged down, claw your way back to the top. Remember that there are people who love and support you, even if they have never met you. Remember that things only stay bad for a little while, and is always followed by good. Remember that those who belittle and bully you, are going through their own problems and also need to be shown kindness, and even so, will get what they have dealt to you dealt back to them in tenfold.

So, I know that life sucks, and people are going to be rude and try and drag you down, but please, keep fighting. There are so many people that love and support you and want nothing more than to see you happy. When you are upset and hurting, they are pacing their rooms, wishing there was some way for them to comfort you and make you believe that no matter what you've done, you are loved.

So please keep fighting, keep your chin up, and most of all: Remember that you are loved, despite what you may think. And you are worth every good thing and happiness that comes your way.

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Wanna add me to your social network?

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 23, 2013, 7:10 AM


Hey! Wanna add me to any of your social networking sites? Now you can!

YouTube | [link]

Facebook | [link]

Google+ | [link] [Or just askpillow@gmail.com]

Feel free to add me [Pillow] on any of those if you want! Though I must apologize for the lack of content at the moment.

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NEVERMIND.

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 4, 2013, 12:02 PM
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GUYS. GUYS. GUYS. GOOGLE+ HANGOUT.

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 4, 2013, 11:34 AM


Cause we already know that livestream doesn't work on my laptop or anything else. So... Google+ hangout with me? Pleeeeease? I'ma be writing but we can still chat!

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Help, please?

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 4, 2013, 9:38 AM


So. Somehow my nice little Tumblr, that was originally just a bunch of random stuff, has turned into an advice column. Which is fine, I don't mind that. But sometimes I get questions that I can't answer without a little bit of help. Which is what I need now. So... Help me? Please?

Anonymous sent me: I'm gay but my parents are homophobic, what should I do? I need to rely on them for college and school and everything, and I don't want to lose them, but I want to be myself. :(

And besides saying that while it may be detrimental, they should probably talk to their parents, I don't know what else to say. So... Someone help me give this poor soul a good answer? Please?

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Happy New Year loves!

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 31, 2012, 7:20 PM


So. It's New Years Eve and what am I doing to celebrate it? Starting over on Dragon Age 2, drinking coffee and attempting to write something that is at least half-way decent. Happy New Year everyone and may you get an awesome New Year kiss [or hug] at the stroke of midnight!

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Guest authors wanted!

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 30, 2012, 12:47 PM


Hullo loves! I run a website that showcases my writing [The Written Spectator] and would like to showcase others writers as well! I have a tab titled "Guest Authors" that is currently empty of any works. If you would like your work to be showcased under this tab, pleas message me with what stories/poems you would like posted. All work will be credited to you with a link to your page.

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CHRISTMAS!

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 24, 2012, 8:42 PM


Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays and hug a bum! Remember, bums need hugs. Not drugs or alcohol. Hugs.

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Why?!

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 18, 2012, 11:43 PM


Why is there a musical called Naked Boys Singing?! And why can I not stop watching it?!

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I need some people to critique a paper [actually two papers] for school. Anyone wanna help me out? Please?
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[Copy pasted from Coffee Writing/The Written Spectator:]


Apologies my darlings, but any update on any of my projects is going to have to wait far longer than I had originally intended.

Everything in my Projects folder is gone. That means everything. Blood and Fire, Balance, In a Time of Dragons; every single story I have ever worked on is gone. I don't know how. Or what happened. But I do know that my life as any kind of writer is screwed until I can get access to my computer at home and see if I have some stuff saved there.

Again, I apologize for this turn of events, but alas. It can't be helped until I know if I have some of my writing saved on my tower at home.
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I'm late to the bandwagon, so sue me.


Anyway. On to what I think!

1 - Douche: Guy with the white blonde hair
2 - Douche: The queen's twin brother
3 - Adorable: Bran. Enough said.
4 - Kind of a douche but not really: The dwarf
5 - Douche: The queen's son

More later.
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Hullo darlings. I was just wondering if you knew anyone that might be open for relatively cheap point commissions.
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What has happened to miss Sanpa Sazzaro? She disappeared. :(
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Q and A video is up and running! :D

Liiiiiiiiiink: [link]
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Hey loves! I know I'm not real super active, but college takes up a lot of my time. D:

Anyway, how about a Q and A video? Good idea, right? So ask me questions please! :D




I know I'm not really active here much anyway, but... Yeah.

I don't know how long I'll be gone, but... I just need some time off. And time off includes me not hanging out with my new friends very often. Also, for me, this is kind of an experiment.


Is it selfish of me to say, that I want to see if any of them will miss me if I don't show up for a while? If they don't see me around? I mean, really, that's all I want to know. Is if any of them will miss me. And no, I'm not killing myself. I'm a little too much of a coward for that. I'm just... Locking myself away in my room until I can bear to face everyone again.


ANYWAY. I just wanted to let you all know that I am going to be a lot less active than I already am on here. Mostly because I want to try and reconfigure the image of me that people see. So. Yeah.

Bye guys. Love you all. :heart:
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So... Watching Teen Wolf because I want to understand the jokes and the only thing I can think of is... "Man I hate their werewolves. Why does no one make werewolves look like actual wolves?"

In other news, my life right now is on the fence of awesome and really sucky.



Oh. And I missed a test today because I was making coffee and not paying attention to the time. I'm screwed.
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